i feel like i have
been thinking very hard and
i am not learning
the secret of life
is decisiveness now i
am really alone
i looked away from
the computer with a slight
feeling of falling
in my poetry
it’s a scientific fact
that something is good
brief calmness in good
weather and i am alive
i feel positive
i feel intense face
i enjoy a quiet night
high speed internet
my favorite people
don’t know how to feel
i meet you at the bus stop
we will fall asleep
faster at night? i never
am something shiny
deadly spikes swinging
out-of-control lollipop
perfume crotch penis
the shithead with a
flat panel monitor and
too much shit on bed
today i want you
i hope this is a novel
according to me
sometimes i feel a
temporary solution
the computer screen
i know my face feels
like the placebo effect
i have to go back
catatonic state
a calm facial expression
i should be insane
read my text message
about the damage i’ve done
endless shit can’t move
i just had a dream
where i came to nyc
i miss you at night
the hamster was small
organic green tea extract
flaxseed lemon soap
college graduate
days felt terrible then good
head on a pillow
the hamster saw cheese
the cheese or meat would exist
unexcitedly
read literary
fiction including jean rhys
lydia davis
HIV wasn’t
the cause of AIDS probably
hamsters got angry
$8,000
stockholders have money now
must increase profits
a homeless hamster
said, ‘are you lying to me?’
becoming smaller
it was well nourished
ate mostly only organic foods
twelve hours of sleep
stupid things were done
human beings abandoned
cash money all-stars
emails and poems
i won the pultizer prize
neutral expression
we have problems: sad
the absence of distances
quiet monotone
felt sad this morning
no physical connection
thoughts cause emotions
cruelty-free soap
i did not leave the shower
there’s no good or bad
i moved my body
to the kitchen because it
was empty and alone
beautiful music
i tightly held my bagel
i emailed someone
find out what to eat
someone text messaging me
take a long shower
i will never meet
an interesting person
what happens to me
i am going to
go away for two hours
i will console me
a giant hamster
in bed worrying about
its many problems
small dab of shampoo
will not be enough shampoo
sunlight through window
at the computer
the hamster drinks the coffee
its paw is sincere
four a.m. hamster
on the side of a mountain
easily judge things
a form of online
hamster known to comment on
a giant wheelchair
a slug in a tree
50 ants jumped on the slug
insane destruction
in chinatown bruce
lee doing front rolls on a
TV screen to fight
severe depression
caused by negative thinking
the hamster read books
my poems will hit
my face at the speed of light
i want a flower
an ugly fish at
cocoa beach a tactful friend
and compassionate
a mutant sturgeon
located on the ocean
floor made screams of despair
i have my small mind
i have seen a manatee
i have seen a whale
cape canaveral
elderly flounder moths gnats
and other insects
the lights and the grass
i’m under a star i don’t
know i am thankful
small children approached
i fell off my bike then i
crossed east houston street
massive confusion
maybe i am the problem
and you are OK
no one cries for him
an enormous animal
an urge to confide
ruining our lives
using gold-inlaid tweezers
i observe myself
at taco bell your
mother is crying tears this
is literary
the sun’s light reveals
the discovery channel
i emailed myself
in june someone should
admit nothing is worth more
than anything else
i want to be a
flying toad intelligent
winged toad size of ant
refrigerator
consoled me and made dinner
enormous taco
ten animals on
the discovery channel
no effect on me
either give or
headbutt the computer screen
late at night obese
meat in meat piles
obese hamster attacked me
i punched his son’s life
my forehead against
your eyebrow frustrated and
severely repressed
a sarcastic man
answering emails was calm
taco bell patrons
ownership of my
high-powered binoculars
something wrong with me
accidentally
headbutted someone’s wheatgrass
averted his eyes
immense happiness
your mother’s harmonious
joy is still working
gratification
annual income from readers
tell me how you feel
hamster pushed its head
through an unreliable
copy-editor
person pushes off
a mossy rock and glides toward
manatee’s body
behind my forehead
exists the potential for
walking down the steps
my eye surgery
unemotional shit fuck
ass motherfucker
a powerful fish
richard yates in world war II
is behind my face
i began to cry
because it’s something to do
alone in my room
been thinking very hard and
i am not learning
the secret of life
is decisiveness now i
am really alone
i looked away from
the computer with a slight
feeling of falling
in my poetry
it’s a scientific fact
that something is good
brief calmness in good
weather and i am alive
i feel positive
i feel intense face
i enjoy a quiet night
high speed internet
my favorite people
don’t know how to feel
i meet you at the bus stop
we will fall asleep
faster at night? i never
am something shiny
deadly spikes swinging
out-of-control lollipop
perfume crotch penis
the shithead with a
flat panel monitor and
too much shit on bed
today i want you
i hope this is a novel
according to me
sometimes i feel a
temporary solution
the computer screen
i know my face feels
like the placebo effect
i have to go back
catatonic state
a calm facial expression
i should be insane
read my text message
about the damage i’ve done
endless shit can’t move
i just had a dream
where i came to nyc
i miss you at night
the hamster was small
organic green tea extract
flaxseed lemon soap
college graduate
days felt terrible then good
head on a pillow
the hamster saw cheese
the cheese or meat would exist
unexcitedly
read literary
fiction including jean rhys
lydia davis
HIV wasn’t
the cause of AIDS probably
hamsters got angry
$8,000
stockholders have money now
must increase profits
a homeless hamster
said, ‘are you lying to me?’
becoming smaller
it was well nourished
ate mostly only organic foods
twelve hours of sleep
stupid things were done
human beings abandoned
cash money all-stars
emails and poems
i won the pultizer prize
neutral expression
we have problems: sad
the absence of distances
quiet monotone
felt sad this morning
no physical connection
thoughts cause emotions
cruelty-free soap
i did not leave the shower
there’s no good or bad
i moved my body
to the kitchen because it
was empty and alone
beautiful music
i tightly held my bagel
i emailed someone
find out what to eat
someone text messaging me
take a long shower
i will never meet
an interesting person
what happens to me
i am going to
go away for two hours
i will console me
a giant hamster
in bed worrying about
its many problems
small dab of shampoo
will not be enough shampoo
sunlight through window
at the computer
the hamster drinks the coffee
its paw is sincere
four a.m. hamster
on the side of a mountain
easily judge things
a form of online
hamster known to comment on
a giant wheelchair
a slug in a tree
50 ants jumped on the slug
insane destruction
in chinatown bruce
lee doing front rolls on a
TV screen to fight
severe depression
caused by negative thinking
the hamster read books
my poems will hit
my face at the speed of light
i want a flower
an ugly fish at
cocoa beach a tactful friend
and compassionate
a mutant sturgeon
located on the ocean
floor made screams of despair
i have my small mind
i have seen a manatee
i have seen a whale
cape canaveral
elderly flounder moths gnats
and other insects
the lights and the grass
i’m under a star i don’t
know i am thankful
small children approached
i fell off my bike then i
crossed east houston street
massive confusion
maybe i am the problem
and you are OK
no one cries for him
an enormous animal
an urge to confide
ruining our lives
using gold-inlaid tweezers
i observe myself
at taco bell your
mother is crying tears this
is literary
the sun’s light reveals
the discovery channel
i emailed myself
in june someone should
admit nothing is worth more
than anything else
i want to be a
flying toad intelligent
winged toad size of ant
refrigerator
consoled me and made dinner
enormous taco
ten animals on
the discovery channel
no effect on me
either give or
headbutt the computer screen
late at night obese
meat in meat piles
obese hamster attacked me
i punched his son’s life
my forehead against
your eyebrow frustrated and
severely repressed
a sarcastic man
answering emails was calm
taco bell patrons
ownership of my
high-powered binoculars
something wrong with me
accidentally
headbutted someone’s wheatgrass
averted his eyes
immense happiness
your mother’s harmonious
joy is still working
gratification
annual income from readers
tell me how you feel
hamster pushed its head
through an unreliable
copy-editor
person pushes off
a mossy rock and glides toward
manatee’s body
behind my forehead
exists the potential for
walking down the steps
my eye surgery
unemotional shit fuck
ass motherfucker
a powerful fish
richard yates in world war II
is behind my face
i began to cry
because it’s something to do
alone in my room
